asking god for grace!!!

I dunno why i feel so small
My conscience is numb, nd heart in a brawl
Mind runs at d speed of light
Mulling why deres so much plight!!
Questions unanswered I reckon this world
Wonderin if its d game of d pen or d sword
Pen cums handy to get ova emotional turmulence
& sword wen someone tests ur patience...
To live in dirt is to live in drudgery
It wd be an abberation to fight wid misery
A time cums wen we condone wid our fears
Let go our self integrity at d cost of our tears,
Ought not raise ur voice-d social norms keep calling
With time & tide,we experience a superficial healing..
But the rage of life keeps burning in a yellow flame
We tame ourselves to live with grit,no shame
But when history repeats itself,dere is fight between angel & devil
Hurt pain & misery wins,deres no escape from evil
Forgiveness gives birth to a bird widout wings
Life becomes a charade and the mind swings
We'll hafto enlighten the accused not d victim dis tym
To live in fear is livin next to crime
We have enstrangled ourselves in a menace
Seems ruefully sorrowful asking God for some GRACE!!!